I am mad at Rabastan. He needs to leave forever. Okay, maybe not forever..just a day or two. I hate him. Why do I say those things? It doesn't get me anywhere, I hate being in denial. Amycus hasn't talked to me in a few days, that arse. I bet he's mad. I don't care, he's gross sometimes. Tala said something about being betrothed to another, well I don't see it happening. I'm a Carrow, I'm just one ant in a colony. I'm so over this..only not.